Lost and found

I was craving to be myself,
My naked energy blasting through my spirit
into an aura so intense,
it would blind any man present.

In my silence so profound,
my indifference so deep
it would confuse you of my presence,
a bundle of contradictions, too hazardous to keep.

Bold and timid, confident and insecure,
all combined in one.
I seek your attention,
and then far away I run.

When will peace ever be found,
in so swirled up a head?
When acceptance shall be drawn
from deep within, unraveling this trend.